Yes thats the 1st line of Negaraku translated in english just for kicks..
Read post below and research with an open mind if you're free...
I wonder if you guys remember a saturday where there was a crazy madness jam on the federal? no? i was stuck in that jam for 2 hours. Did u read the newspaper or at least glanced at the front pages lately? oh well, if you did not know, there was a demonstration/rally that Saturday in KL, istana negara.
kennysia's subtitles to al-jazeera interview with minister
Shereen- you MUST see this! Its had powderful england!
Its very funny and my gosh, his command of the language is appalling!
Just more to read about the demonstration with a clip thats just... stupid
The clip is just stupid.. im glad i never watch RTM.. the lady doesnt even talk much sense.. and the ending of the clip with "demonstrasti selalu berakhir dengan KEGANASAN" showing like other country's demonstrations etc.. thats just a sad attempt at bashing the rally... common..
Watch with an open mind.. nobody is asking you to side with anything.. i for one dont know much about politics.. just because 1 side is bad doesnt mean the others arent worse... but something has to be done sooner or later...
40000 - 50000 people demonstrated in KL alone... minority? hmmm... Spraying with chemically filled water and tear gas = peaceful dispersion? oh well.. if ure not into this, just watch the 1st clip for fun.. u'll actually be disgusted most likely.. erghh..
there are more interviews and clips on youtube with comments from both sides... kids, angry people, people who know nothing and more... like i said,open mind: do not let your decisions or stand be swayed by other peoples opinions but just for the knowledge so that you may be able to discern between what is true and what is not.
and to laugh.. be disappointed.. and maybe even change all this 1 day..
ill be waiting for that... tho still be thankful that Malaysia is rather peaceful given the mixed race of its people.. you're lucky there aint no darurat and nobody's trying to chop your "little soldier" or stone you to death or throw you in jail for so many things that they COULD if this country were rules like some middle eastern country.
tmrw starting work.. *yawnn*
Monday, 19 November 2007
Saturday, 17 November 2007
WTF?!
ok.. i went to SACC (yes like KLCC but Shah Alam), heading to Coldstorage to find Instant mash potato sauce,sausages and paper plates. I had my lunch then proceeded to cold storage. I passed an ice skating rink in the middle of mall a few times but never paid much attention to it. Then i thought, "hmmm..impressive.. how'd they get the whole ice thing in? lets see what this was all about.." I went closer.. (i couldnt see below waist coz of the barricades around the rink) Wow! They're wearing roller blades! with wheels! and the floor is totally white.. Its NOT an ice skating rink!..they're roller-blading.... or are they?? Upon further inspection, i saw a few advertorial boards.. brace yourselves people..
"Ice Skating Without Ice!!"
"Smart Ice Skating Rink!"
WTF?!! Do you know what is Ice skating without ice?? YES THATS RIGHT!! Just SKATING!
And its "smart"!?? i think you spelled it wrong.. rearrange the letters, bend the "m".. ah better.."Retard"
ok, at that moment I regretted not carrying a camera around. The advertisements were, to me, dumb and freaking hillarious! I saw them renting out roller blades!
Just imagine sunway pyramid's Ice skating rink, reduce the size by .... 5x (its like 6-8 large strides in length and width), change the music to some shit music and reduce to volume to 0.2, minus the ice of course, and minus the cool temperature.
"Ice skating without ice" is just not a good tagline. and to hide it under the guise of Smart Ice Skating Rink is just wrong. I mean, maybe it IS smart. Them. And u is stupid for giving them business. It looks really ridiculous skating in roller blades around a really small rink. Luckily they were all kids below 12.
So to blog about it, i decided, hey- lets google this thing.
What i found was..... lets say.. Shocking! Apparently the floor isnt just white tiles! They're some new technology surface, which when paired with what seems to be normal roller-blades but are actually S3,smart skating system, skates, creates an ice-skating like feel. ZOMGosh!
But wait! There's more to this! You can actually use conventional ice skates on this surface and skate like normal with supposedly similar feel! Hmmmmmmm.... its somewhat cool but also retarded.
Intelligent and unique as well as weird.
Say youre not using iceskates but s3 skates, you'll look like you're rollerblading, everybody thinks you're roller-blading, but ure actually (i cant believe im saying this) ice skating without ice!
Metaphorically, it's like wearing transparent clothings. You feel like you're covered up but everybody thinks you're a psycho weird flasher and probably within 15mins, you'd be taken down and arrested.
Raw tuna sashimi without tuna = delicious (in japan)
Ice skating without ice = smart
I wonder what else they'll come up with... maybe i should invent something. Knife without a blade? that'd save allot on costing.. it'd just be a wooden stump. All you need to do is to stab the fish with the stump till it splits....... or i could write a story book, without a story! Ill invest in a type writer and a monkey! Ill be rich in no time! $$$ then all the icecream in the world will be yours!
Btw i shall try my best to not post long and dreadful posts any longer as i think it's becoming a chore to read.
"Ice Skating Without Ice!!"
"Smart Ice Skating Rink!"
WTF?!! Do you know what is Ice skating without ice?? YES THATS RIGHT!! Just SKATING!
And its "smart"!?? i think you spelled it wrong.. rearrange the letters, bend the "m".. ah better.."Retard"
ok, at that moment I regretted not carrying a camera around. The advertisements were, to me, dumb and freaking hillarious! I saw them renting out roller blades!
Just imagine sunway pyramid's Ice skating rink, reduce the size by .... 5x (its like 6-8 large strides in length and width), change the music to some shit music and reduce to volume to 0.2, minus the ice of course, and minus the cool temperature.
"Ice skating without ice" is just not a good tagline. and to hide it under the guise of Smart Ice Skating Rink is just wrong. I mean, maybe it IS smart. Them. And u is stupid for giving them business. It looks really ridiculous skating in roller blades around a really small rink. Luckily they were all kids below 12.
So to blog about it, i decided, hey- lets google this thing.
What i found was..... lets say.. Shocking! Apparently the floor isnt just white tiles! They're some new technology surface, which when paired with what seems to be normal roller-blades but are actually S3,smart skating system, skates, creates an ice-skating like feel. ZOMGosh!
But wait! There's more to this! You can actually use conventional ice skates on this surface and skate like normal with supposedly similar feel! Hmmmmmmm.... its somewhat cool but also retarded.
Intelligent and unique as well as weird.
Say youre not using iceskates but s3 skates, you'll look like you're rollerblading, everybody thinks you're roller-blading, but ure actually (i cant believe im saying this) ice skating without ice!
Metaphorically, it's like wearing transparent clothings. You feel like you're covered up but everybody thinks you're a psycho weird flasher and probably within 15mins, you'd be taken down and arrested.
Raw tuna sashimi without tuna = delicious (in japan)
Ice skating without ice = smart
I wonder what else they'll come up with... maybe i should invent something. Knife without a blade? that'd save allot on costing.. it'd just be a wooden stump. All you need to do is to stab the fish with the stump till it splits....... or i could write a story book, without a story! Ill invest in a type writer and a monkey! Ill be rich in no time! $$$ then all the icecream in the world will be yours!
Btw i shall try my best to not post long and dreadful posts any longer as i think it's becoming a chore to read.
Friday, 16 November 2007
another long post comes rolling. rolling. rolling.
some people lie to live, some people live to lie.
want proof? A man running from ah long lies to stay alive. An illusionist trains his whole life to trick his audiences.
all that just to mention 1 thing: -SOMEONE did NOT update their blog as promised!! you know who u are.. *jump
anyway, today was a tiring day. I woke up at 11................ what? its freakin late and ure a lazy ass? why? u got a problem with that?
Mwahahaha.. today is the 1st day i get to sleep in since quitting my job! Mon and Tues had to do visa, then medical check up. Wed had to help dad early in the morning. Today also have to wake up at 9 to sign for FedEX for my dad (he told me to in the morning) Thank you Ben Franklin who discovered electricity which, in turn, enabled the invention of Electronic Bells, which when installed on the front door of my house, can awake I, the sleeping beast.
I spend nearly 1/2 the day in sunway pyramid OLD wing trying to help my cousin buy parts to fix his computer.
Let me warn those who ever want to buy computer parts in Sunway Pyramid, or anywhere else for that matter:
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS BARGAIN. If you dont bargain, you better have a damn good reason.
a) I am rich and stupid
b) I am stupid
c) i aR stewpud
d) I happen to have found a money tree in my backyard
e) I dont want to lose face and look cheapo infront of the guy and other people.
f) I dont know how
g) I am not Malaysian or never grew up in an Asian country, therefore do not know the unscrupulous acts that these people do,called business.
Chances are you are either E of F.
Today i will tell you how to solve some of the issues with bargaining. But first and foremost, let me tell you something that you already should know. When you are in a 3rd world country, scammers are everywhere, in disguise. When you are in an Asian country, be on guard. Do not let them fool you into thinking "hey i got a good deal" and "he seems pleasant too." Hate to break it to ya but the reason he's smiling like he just bedded jessica alba and she said "U r big man", is because u just made him richer.
If his smile is reaches the cheeks, he got some profit out of u.
If his smile is from ear to ear (much like those anime/comics) then either u really got jacked up the..... or he's a psycho and is happy he now have ur number. "can we be friends? haha"... Tip: take 2 steps back and using ur eyes, scan the surroundings for a jewelery store with a guard who looks younger than 85 and has a gun. (please, a freakin stick shorter than you little brothers....pencil is not going to save you from a crazy serial killer.)
If he frowns, u win? boy oh boy arent you a sucker. He's probably too happy he has to suppress his joy by playing scenes from brokeback mountain in his head over and over. (unless of course that is enjoyable to him, then probably scenes from movies that when the annoying main girl character speaks,make you wanna kill something cute while vomiting on its soon to be remains.)
Wow talk about sidetracked. *looks at clock, 2.50*
hmmm...
Ok time to wrap it up.... lol
Just for computer stuff, (but tips apply to most bargaining) all price tags are insanely above the real price. NO! Shaving Rm5 off will NOT do! (unless its a Rm6 object...)
1st- Knowing what you want. Before buying anything, its best you know ure getting something worth your money. The last thing you want is to spend a fortune on something that doesnt suit your needs. Expensive is not always the best and vice versa. So get some research/studying done! You dont need some overpowered RM2000 graphic card to play minesweeper or Barbie's Mystery: her or her pony's hair?, or whatever things you do with your comp.
2nd- Brand conscious? Preferable brands you like? again, best to check reviews. "...figured out how to work the Google on the internet machine" (from "Blades of Glory" so gay.. so funny.. =p) Also because brand affects pricing quite allot. Also remember good brands might make shit models. so check the model. (normally for laptops)
Now you know what you want, you have narrowed down to 1 or 2 options and you might even know roughly how much it cost.
3rd- Be thick-face and bargain! Dont let them know you're clueless! If in doubt just laugh (or dont) and say "so expensive! cheaper la!" most likely you will get a slight reduction but still far from true price. "ask for the cheapest". they will give u a "Last/Best price!" they're liars.
Assuming you do not know how much it cost and you did NO study whatsoever (dont buy a laptop this way or i will kill you. and of course take ur laptop) Tip is to go to many many shops and ask different questions. Seek out friendly workers keen on helping. (they might lie) Use elimination.
I manage to get my motherboard for RM175. The 1st shop i went into quoted me RM400!! I didnt know the original price but i knew it was NO way THAT expensive. Always always always walk around b4 coming back. Never buy immediately. Thats the common mistakes girls do when they buy things. or choose things. be it clothes.. computer stuff...guys... (dumbas..i mean..err...)
One thing about bargaining is you must be thick-faced. You must learn to not care if you offend them. (not too much) It is after all your right as a consumer. Do NOT pity them. As much as you think ure being an ass, they're worse! That thought helps... Muka tebal.Girls often have more trouble in this than guys. (unless of course the "thick" refers to make-up for prom)
4th- Please do not say yes. When you show a hint of interest,desperation, or decision (to their favour) they will pounce on your ass like a lion to a fleeing antelope. Never trust them, never finalize a price.
5th- If you dont need it, dont buy it. please. Your parents work so hard not so you can have a nice luminous blue lighted silent cooling fan, or a 24 inch LCD monitor, or a casing that is transparent and have pretty lights all over, OR A PINK LAPTOP which its brand starts with a SO and ends with a NY, model series- vwaiaoioieoioaoeivw. yea spell some shit that nobody else knows and charge more.. -_-" Pink laptop.. do you need it? ..do you?... really? i am a guy. i believe most guys put practicality above aesthetics.
If you knew that someone is going to rob you today,a road bully is going to attack you and some random guy will try to do evil things to you (applicable to girls only... on 2nd thought..). In front of you lie two items, an iron crowbar with a rusty tip, or an alarm disguised as a cute pink bunny softtoy which says "can be heard from 5km radius". Which do you chose?
Now, i dont know bout you but i choose the rusty crowbar.
I believe in 1st impression. Who would dare approach a rusty crowbar-wielding chic? i mean,she could bash you AND give you tetanus at the same time! (nobody's asking you to pick up cute guys WHILE holding the crowbar)
Besides, that fluffy bunny was probably made in china. 5km means 500meters there.
Unless you were a Chinese athlete of course. Then "run 500m" means 5km.
todays happy fact: Mike is tired to a point he's delusional. Happpaahhhyyy
*edit- add: do not shop with gf. Highly restricts your bargaining power. Why? cant look TOO cheap infront of them right? Oh how women hinder men's full potential.
ps-Contrary to belief, im thrifty! not stingy la! =D
*ice-cream for the loyal readers* :p
want proof? A man running from ah long lies to stay alive. An illusionist trains his whole life to trick his audiences.
all that just to mention 1 thing: -SOMEONE did NOT update their blog as promised!! you know who u are.. *jump
anyway, today was a tiring day. I woke up at 11................ what? its freakin late and ure a lazy ass? why? u got a problem with that?
Mwahahaha.. today is the 1st day i get to sleep in since quitting my job! Mon and Tues had to do visa, then medical check up. Wed had to help dad early in the morning. Today also have to wake up at 9 to sign for FedEX for my dad (he told me to in the morning) Thank you Ben Franklin who discovered electricity which, in turn, enabled the invention of Electronic Bells, which when installed on the front door of my house, can awake I, the sleeping beast.
I spend nearly 1/2 the day in sunway pyramid OLD wing trying to help my cousin buy parts to fix his computer.
Let me warn those who ever want to buy computer parts in Sunway Pyramid, or anywhere else for that matter:
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS BARGAIN. If you dont bargain, you better have a damn good reason.
a) I am rich and stupid
b) I am stupid
c) i aR stewpud
d) I happen to have found a money tree in my backyard
e) I dont want to lose face and look cheapo infront of the guy and other people.
f) I dont know how
g) I am not Malaysian or never grew up in an Asian country, therefore do not know the unscrupulous acts that these people do,called business.
Chances are you are either E of F.
Today i will tell you how to solve some of the issues with bargaining. But first and foremost, let me tell you something that you already should know. When you are in a 3rd world country, scammers are everywhere, in disguise. When you are in an Asian country, be on guard. Do not let them fool you into thinking "hey i got a good deal" and "he seems pleasant too." Hate to break it to ya but the reason he's smiling like he just bedded jessica alba and she said "U r big man", is because u just made him richer.
If his smile is reaches the cheeks, he got some profit out of u.
If his smile is from ear to ear (much like those anime/comics) then either u really got jacked up the..... or he's a psycho and is happy he now have ur number. "can we be friends? haha"... Tip: take 2 steps back and using ur eyes, scan the surroundings for a jewelery store with a guard who looks younger than 85 and has a gun. (please, a freakin stick shorter than you little brothers....pencil is not going to save you from a crazy serial killer.)
If he frowns, u win? boy oh boy arent you a sucker. He's probably too happy he has to suppress his joy by playing scenes from brokeback mountain in his head over and over. (unless of course that is enjoyable to him, then probably scenes from movies that when the annoying main girl character speaks,make you wanna kill something cute while vomiting on its soon to be remains.)
Wow talk about sidetracked. *looks at clock, 2.50*
hmmm...
Ok time to wrap it up.... lol
Just for computer stuff, (but tips apply to most bargaining) all price tags are insanely above the real price. NO! Shaving Rm5 off will NOT do! (unless its a Rm6 object...)
1st- Knowing what you want. Before buying anything, its best you know ure getting something worth your money. The last thing you want is to spend a fortune on something that doesnt suit your needs. Expensive is not always the best and vice versa. So get some research/studying done! You dont need some overpowered RM2000 graphic card to play minesweeper or Barbie's Mystery: her or her pony's hair?, or whatever things you do with your comp.
2nd- Brand conscious? Preferable brands you like? again, best to check reviews. "...figured out how to work the Google on the internet machine" (from "Blades of Glory" so gay.. so funny.. =p) Also because brand affects pricing quite allot. Also remember good brands might make shit models. so check the model. (normally for laptops)
Now you know what you want, you have narrowed down to 1 or 2 options and you might even know roughly how much it cost.
3rd- Be thick-face and bargain! Dont let them know you're clueless! If in doubt just laugh (or dont) and say "so expensive! cheaper la!" most likely you will get a slight reduction but still far from true price. "ask for the cheapest". they will give u a "Last/Best price!" they're liars.
Assuming you do not know how much it cost and you did NO study whatsoever (dont buy a laptop this way or i will kill you. and of course take ur laptop) Tip is to go to many many shops and ask different questions. Seek out friendly workers keen on helping. (they might lie) Use elimination.
I manage to get my motherboard for RM175. The 1st shop i went into quoted me RM400!! I didnt know the original price but i knew it was NO way THAT expensive. Always always always walk around b4 coming back. Never buy immediately. Thats the common mistakes girls do when they buy things. or choose things. be it clothes.. computer stuff...guys... (
One thing about bargaining is you must be thick-faced. You must learn to not care if you offend them. (not too much) It is after all your right as a consumer. Do NOT pity them. As much as you think ure being an ass, they're worse! That thought helps... Muka tebal.Girls often have more trouble in this than guys. (unless of course the "thick" refers to make-up for prom)
4th- Please do not say yes. When you show a hint of interest,desperation, or decision (to their favour) they will pounce on your ass like a lion to a fleeing antelope. Never trust them, never finalize a price.
5th- If you dont need it, dont buy it. please. Your parents work so hard not so you can have a nice luminous blue lighted silent cooling fan, or a 24 inch LCD monitor, or a casing that is transparent and have pretty lights all over, OR A PINK LAPTOP which its brand starts with a SO and ends with a NY, model series- vwaiaoioieoioaoeivw. yea spell some shit that nobody else knows and charge more.. -_-" Pink laptop.. do you need it? ..do you?... really? i am a guy. i believe most guys put practicality above aesthetics.
If you knew that someone is going to rob you today,a road bully is going to attack you and some random guy will try to do evil things to you (applicable to girls only... on 2nd thought..). In front of you lie two items, an iron crowbar with a rusty tip, or an alarm disguised as a cute pink bunny softtoy which says "can be heard from 5km radius". Which do you chose?
Now, i dont know bout you but i choose the rusty crowbar.
I believe in 1st impression. Who would dare approach a rusty crowbar-wielding chic? i mean,she could bash you AND give you tetanus at the same time! (nobody's asking you to pick up cute guys WHILE holding the crowbar)
Besides, that fluffy bunny was probably made in china. 5km means 500meters there.
Unless you were a Chinese athlete of course. Then "run 500m" means 5km.
todays happy fact: Mike is tired to a point he's delusional. Happpaahhhyyy
*edit- add: do not shop with gf. Highly restricts your bargaining power. Why? cant look TOO cheap infront of them right? Oh how women hinder men's full potential.
ps-Contrary to belief, im thrifty! not stingy la! =D
*ice-cream for the loyal readers* :p
Tuesday, 13 November 2007
Pride
I am quite frustrated now. and also angry. This is an evil post because im about to bash on someone whom i should not.There are many types of pride. Everybody posses this evil little thing in them. Its just whether they keep it in check, use it to their advantage, or to their disadvantage. I was contemplating Googling "pride" and "types of pride" to find out if there were proper terms but my torrents are downloading important things and im just too lazy to be bothered.
Now, 1st of there is the stupid pride, which is divided to 2:
Stupid pride-turkey & lamb: They show off, talk big, act like bloody better than everyone.but they're rich, maybe smart, or maybe they're really better. They actually have something to back up they're claims. I dont like them at all but i dont hate them either- dont mind em,sometimes.
Stupid pride-empty can: Talk big, show off, act superior but the only thing they posses is an uncontrollable ego and shameless confidence. I dont quite care about these people. Its a waste of energy to even entertain them. I normally just go with whatever is playing. Say "yes" "Ohhh.. wahh" "izzit???".. and just drift away ASAP.
Subconscious pride - i think this is inbuilt in everyone. Im sure everybody loves to be praised, especially when they actually deserve it. When u did well in an exam and ur mom said "good job sport" (lol..) Or when ur friends say "wahh ____ (fill in compliment)" and u'd reply "no laaa" but ure happy inside. Dont deny it. Not all the time of course but once awhile. If it isnt about accomplishments that get u, maybe its compliments about ur looks? anything... there's certainly something that makes you glow inside. Nothing wrong with this. Just keep it in check and try not to "fish" for too many compliments.
Now, what i wanna blog about is Denial-Pride. "What the hell is that?!" you say. Well, if JK Rowling can make up words and get them into the dictionary (muggle) then i sure as hell can say DENIAL-PRIDE. or hidden pride.
I think its the worst kind of pride. Why? "The first step to recovery is to admit you have a problem" said a wise man. (=p) Now, the 1st 2 types of pride have already taken the 1st step. (the 3 one isnt really a bad 1, hence no need to recover from it.i think - unless u wanna end up a prideless person = worm) Being loudmouth,showy,etc, it is obvious that you are a proud monkey. (which also happens to be a name of a band.. or a song by dave matthew's band)
This silent pride (thats right! ima gonna change the name as i desire- keep up critters!!) is when a person does something because he "wants face" or just too damn proud, BUT tricks him/herself into thinking that he is doing it for some other reason.
A few examples would be:
A proud man who is a drunkard, when drunk, will say "i drank because i was so depressed."
A drunkard bum however will not defend himself and say "coz i like to drink." or "coz it makes me happy"
A proud man who donates will donate because he wants to get recognition,praise "wow ure so generous, ure so kind, ure such a great man, God send you to be a blessing"
A man who donates will donate without expecting to reap anything, be it mere compliments or even self worth.
Now we shall look deeper into scenario 2. When a man donates to the poor, then smiles- is he smiling because the poor has now something to eat? or is he smiling because he thinks "ive done something for society. Ive done my share. Im glad i was able to part with that 1 million, share my riches" "im not that self centered after all" BULLSHIT! All this translates to "because of ME,the poor benefited" ok, fine. Credit given where credit is due- donation, regardless of its motives, are still donations. Something is better than nothing. You pay for a dying boy's medical expenses for the sake of getting into the newspaper. At least for the boy, it makes a real difference.
BUT WE'RE NOT HERE TO TALK ABOUT THE GOOD SIDE OF THIS ARE WE? NO!
(ok.. i took a longggg pause. Went to mamak and 4 hours later, the frustration which once propelled me to write this post has long faded. hmmm...)
*takes awhile to resume*
OK! RAGGHHH!!! RAAAAAGHHHH!!! *psyches self*
sighh.. i cant.. its gone.. the anger.. nuuuuuuuuuu... ill just write to close it up then..
Like i mentioned above, pride must be kept in check and under control. However, since the denial type of pride can sometimes be less conscious to some, it isnt that easy.
When someone asks for your help, someone you know needs help. To help them would be out of the way, against others wishes. But you help em anyway. He is neither your close friend nor do you know him that well. HECK you are already helping him as it is but its not enough. People are greedy. You give them a car, soon they'll want a house.(beri betis mahu paha) You know this guys history. He is as close as a scammer as you can get.Class A bum. A good 85%, statistically, tells you that u'd be screwed over. Yes by help i mean material/financial. Bottom line- you still "forced" it and helped him. "But i am helping others" you say.Yes. that is true. I believe that there obviously are people who help because they want to help- nothing else. Now, how do we draw the line between being kind, helping out of a charitable heart,(God's word,His will etc) and wanting to "have face" aka extreme version of baiting for compliments (Self willed)?
I wouldnt know for sure. But i sure as hell know sacrificing OTHER peoples feelings and things, disregard to the advice of your financial adviser and to you spouse, to a point you lose your temper,scold and shout about things that require none of those, to people that does not deserve them. On one hand i feel like writing more, on another, i feel it is a violation to privacy. but i can tell you this, IT IS F***ed UP. And i am DEAD CERTAIN the motive is due to pride. Too bad he thinks its doing good. " I already promise people" Promise already so i guess no choice but to give that guy a crap ass load of money? Just coz you big mouth go promise doesnt mean that you can give other peoples property away. Bah.. this is shit.
Just remember, when you're old, dont become senile and do this kinda shit to.... anyone.
Sigh... the more you know about a person, the more flaws you find in them.. So to remain distant is to remain perfect, in they're eyes.
Now, 1st of there is the stupid pride, which is divided to 2:
Stupid pride-turkey & lamb: They show off, talk big, act like bloody better than everyone.but they're rich, maybe smart, or maybe they're really better. They actually have something to back up they're claims. I dont like them at all but i dont hate them either- dont mind em,sometimes.
Stupid pride-empty can: Talk big, show off, act superior but the only thing they posses is an uncontrollable ego and shameless confidence. I dont quite care about these people. Its a waste of energy to even entertain them. I normally just go with whatever is playing. Say "yes" "Ohhh.. wahh" "izzit???".. and just drift away ASAP.
Subconscious pride - i think this is inbuilt in everyone. Im sure everybody loves to be praised, especially when they actually deserve it. When u did well in an exam and ur mom said "good job sport" (lol..) Or when ur friends say "wahh ____ (fill in compliment)" and u'd reply "no laaa" but ure happy inside. Dont deny it. Not all the time of course but once awhile. If it isnt about accomplishments that get u, maybe its compliments about ur looks? anything... there's certainly something that makes you glow inside. Nothing wrong with this. Just keep it in check and try not to "fish" for too many compliments.
Now, what i wanna blog about is Denial-Pride. "What the hell is that?!" you say. Well, if JK Rowling can make up words and get them into the dictionary (muggle) then i sure as hell can say DENIAL-PRIDE. or hidden pride.
I think its the worst kind of pride. Why? "The first step to recovery is to admit you have a problem" said a wise man. (=p) Now, the 1st 2 types of pride have already taken the 1st step. (the 3 one isnt really a bad 1, hence no need to recover from it.i think - unless u wanna end up a prideless person = worm) Being loudmouth,showy,etc, it is obvious that you are a proud monkey. (which also happens to be a name of a band.. or a song by dave matthew's band)
This silent pride (thats right! ima gonna change the name as i desire- keep up critters!!) is when a person does something because he "wants face" or just too damn proud, BUT tricks him/herself into thinking that he is doing it for some other reason.
A few examples would be:
A proud man who is a drunkard, when drunk, will say "i drank because i was so depressed."
A drunkard bum however will not defend himself and say "coz i like to drink." or "coz it makes me happy"
A proud man who donates will donate because he wants to get recognition,praise "wow ure so generous, ure so kind, ure such a great man, God send you to be a blessing"
A man who donates will donate without expecting to reap anything, be it mere compliments or even self worth.
Now we shall look deeper into scenario 2. When a man donates to the poor, then smiles- is he smiling because the poor has now something to eat? or is he smiling because he thinks "ive done something for society. Ive done my share. Im glad i was able to part with that 1 million, share my riches" "im not that self centered after all" BULLSHIT! All this translates to "because of ME,the poor benefited" ok, fine. Credit given where credit is due- donation, regardless of its motives, are still donations. Something is better than nothing. You pay for a dying boy's medical expenses for the sake of getting into the newspaper. At least for the boy, it makes a real difference.
BUT WE'RE NOT HERE TO TALK ABOUT THE GOOD SIDE OF THIS ARE WE? NO!
(ok.. i took a longggg pause. Went to mamak and 4 hours later, the frustration which once propelled me to write this post has long faded. hmmm...)
*takes awhile to resume*
OK! RAGGHHH!!! RAAAAAGHHHH!!! *psyches self*
sighh.. i cant.. its gone.. the anger.. nuuuuuuuuuu... ill just write to close it up then..
Like i mentioned above, pride must be kept in check and under control. However, since the denial type of pride can sometimes be less conscious to some, it isnt that easy.
When someone asks for your help, someone you know needs help. To help them would be out of the way, against others wishes. But you help em anyway. He is neither your close friend nor do you know him that well. HECK you are already helping him as it is but its not enough. People are greedy. You give them a car, soon they'll want a house.(beri betis mahu paha) You know this guys history. He is as close as a scammer as you can get.Class A bum. A good 85%, statistically, tells you that u'd be screwed over. Yes by help i mean material/financial. Bottom line- you still "forced" it and helped him. "But i am helping others" you say.Yes. that is true. I believe that there obviously are people who help because they want to help- nothing else. Now, how do we draw the line between being kind, helping out of a charitable heart,(God's word,His will etc) and wanting to "have face" aka extreme version of baiting for compliments (Self willed)?
I wouldnt know for sure. But i sure as hell know sacrificing OTHER peoples feelings and things, disregard to the advice of your financial adviser and to you spouse, to a point you lose your temper,scold and shout about things that require none of those, to people that does not deserve them. On one hand i feel like writing more, on another, i feel it is a violation to privacy. but i can tell you this, IT IS F***ed UP. And i am DEAD CERTAIN the motive is due to pride. Too bad he thinks its doing good. " I already promise people" Promise already so i guess no choice but to give that guy a crap ass load of money? Just coz you big mouth go promise doesnt mean that you can give other peoples property away. Bah.. this is shit.
Just remember, when you're old, dont become senile and do this kinda shit to.... anyone.
Sigh... the more you know about a person, the more flaws you find in them.. So to remain distant is to remain perfect, in they're eyes.
Sunday, 11 November 2007
myth buster
Recently, my friend-the charity piratey said that it is so unlike me to pour out my feelings+ hour-on-hour update of myself, to a point that she is getting overdosed. Hence, i will change my style today. Instead of the normal update of my daily life, (despite the fact that the last 2 days were very eventful and tiring.) i will blog about a topic.. now, time to choose topic. *looks at other peoples blog titles*
Ah yes, "myth busters" is one of my favourite programs on the discovery channel. Unfortunately, i have not watched tv in such a long time, for the reasons that will take a separate post to explain, that i can barely remember most of the cool stuff i watched. They experiment on whether decapitation of the head is possible by a celling fan, whether a small whirlpool can suck a human in, etc. You'd be surprised by the results. Besides, the guys on the show are really funny.
However, what im about to write about is of no relation to that show. (haha u twerps)
I will now steal a topic from the machine. I will now expose a couple of downright lies told by your little idiot box, comics, or whatever comes to mind. (note that my opinion is highly affected by asian culture :p)
Myth no.1 - Everybody sleeps with everybody, but hey, we're friends. Its ok. Besides the fact that it hurt a little (and i slept with ur sister for revenge), nobody feels weirded out nor they're conscience say "YOU WHORE WHORE WHORE who...." Our emotions and personal life has little effect on our professional life, or in korean drama's too much effect. (aka kills self or becomes a drunk hobo because gf/bf cheated on them. by cheated i meant hugged someone else-normally in an elevator, and when the door opens.. OMGOSH CAUGHT! Objections? HAVE YOU WATCHED ANY KOREAN SERIES?)
Example: Grey's Anatomy, that show about basketball guys.. ermm... oh yea.. One Tree Hill.. (chronology- basketball...sex),many others. For the other extreme: Any korean series.
Truth (in asia) - Ok, though i am not exposed in this circle, im sure there are many sexually active people in Malaysia (thx to CLEO, BigBro, SisterSavior, GrandpaKnowledge, Auntie Anne's and whatever other "reliable sources" , for informing me that there are people who have so much.... that they cant sit..) HOWEVER, how many are all gathered together in a highly professional place such as a hospital? (and are hot) And how come they're so cool in the tv show? Its notfair realistic!! How can a group of friends, living on a certain hill that has a certain tree,coming from messed up families, be goodlooking and hot, smart and athletic, good hearted and kind all at the same time? Where did all the ugly people go? Last i remembered, the more goodlooking the person, the higher the chance that they are full of crap,jerks,dumb,strong,and for the girls, talk like a bimbo, act like...lol... Exceptions to most of the people i know personally of course.Lucky me =)
Myth no.2 - crap.. i forgot.. no.2 was suppose 2 be a good one. i was saving it. ermm ermm.. ok.. ill just punch in a filler.
Myth no.2 = Jojo
Truth - Ok, when she got famous, she was 13- singing about love and even said the songs are written based on her life experience. Hmmm... I heard it on flyfm. it was some interview, american top 40 or something. I changed the channel. Because when i was 13, i think i was still afraid of girls. (OK maybe 12 =p)
Leave:
" I gave up everythign I had, on something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry, no tears will fall from these eyee..eyeeee...eyyes. oooooooohhhh"
Baby its you:
"[Musical Break]
Ooooohhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
Oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.......
[Chorus]
Yeah Yeah Yeaey Yeahey Ye Ye Yeay......[Fades Out]"
u call that a song? if its not for some mega editing and mixing, she'd sound like cassie making "bat" sounds. (dont ask me what the heck the bat was doing..)
I always thought that Jojo had a slightly large forehead. Then suddenly, "I dont wanna be... a murderer" came along.. Now thats... thats an alien for sure. You can land a 747 on her forehead and still have space to park a bus.
Lines like "Umberella...ella ella ella...A A A" and "cause in the dark, you don't see shiny cars" would give you some example of "slow learners mating for many generations"..
Myth no.3 - Multiple goodlooking girls chase after a very mediocre looking average joe kinda guy. There was this manga i read (i read it not knowing what the hell it was ok! it just had a good rating and i dwloaded it!), literally half a dozen girls threw themselves at this ordinary twerp-ish high school guy! From the hottest girl in the school, to the smartest nerd (who is also pretty and have uncanny proportions-like all fictional girl characters), the track star, some cute "idol" <- whatever the heck it means in japan,his friends sister, some random tuition mate. LIKE EVERY GIRL HE ENCOUNTERS! WTH!??! They like him because he is honest, sincere, cute?? i dont remember. What i do remember is thinking how absolutely ridiculous it was.i want. Did i mention the guy was failing school and not a hunk? He was skinny and .... nevermind. Ps- he couldnt choose between the girls, and what did he get for his fickle mindedness? A bashing of his life? All the girls left him? NO! MORE THROWING OF SELF BY GIRLS AT HIM! WHAT LIES!
Example - many Manga (Japanese comics) and jap/korean shows.
Truth - No such thing. Nada. Mei you. Eelek.Mou kam ke si. The only way that would happen if you "paid". And its illegal.
Which leads me to,
Myth no.4 - In the end, the good guy gets the girl and the jerk dies/suffers/turns into an amphibian/goes to jail. Alternatively, the good guy become real good friends with the girl, and the jerk still "gets what he deserves"
Example - nearly all romantic comedies.
Truth - Girl chooses bad guy. Good guy sulks at the corner, curses, and vows to turn bad. Girl gets dumped by bad guy. Cries for 5 months and gains 200 pounds. Now has dropped into the "bad guys do not want you" category. She looks for good guy. He has turned bad- he got another girl. Vicious cycle continues.
See how the choices made by girls will soon doom the world?
Myth no. 5 - Train station. Guy bends down tie shoelace. Gets up and knocks into a girl who was rushing into the train. They're eyes meet. 24 frames per second (fps) becomes 12 fps. (slowmotion) They're surroundings are blurred.A romantic music plays in the background.(one which you will soon be familiar to) Nothing can be seen except each other for a good 2-3 seconds in reality, but about 2 minutes in the show and 20mins of replay throughout the series. Meets up 20 years later.Same way of meeting but girl tying shoelace instead. Guy comes out of train. Knocks. *MUSIC CUES* "Hey arent you the gurl whom i knocked into on the 14th of November 1987 at the King's Cross Train station about 3.47pm +8.00 GMT? Its a sign"
"Yes! its fate! We should marry"
"No shit!"
Example - korean/japanese series.
Truth - Most likely if someone knocks into you, u'd give them a "death glare" and resume your business.
Too tired. its like 2.15am. =p wrap up next time. As u can see i dont watch much tv. I just like to bash things/people. In a friendly kinda way.. Superfwens! bye. *zzzz*
Ah yes, "myth busters" is one of my favourite programs on the discovery channel. Unfortunately, i have not watched tv in such a long time, for the reasons that will take a separate post to explain, that i can barely remember most of the cool stuff i watched. They experiment on whether decapitation of the head is possible by a celling fan, whether a small whirlpool can suck a human in, etc. You'd be surprised by the results. Besides, the guys on the show are really funny.
However, what im about to write about is of no relation to that show. (haha u twerps)
I will now steal a topic from the machine. I will now expose a couple of downright lies told by your little idiot box, comics, or whatever comes to mind. (note that my opinion is highly affected by asian culture :p)
Myth no.1 - Everybody sleeps with everybody, but hey, we're friends. Its ok. Besides the fact that it hurt a little (and i slept with ur sister for revenge), nobody feels weirded out nor they're conscience say "YOU WHORE WHORE WHORE who...." Our emotions and personal life has little effect on our professional life, or in korean drama's too much effect. (aka kills self or becomes a drunk hobo because gf/bf cheated on them. by cheated i meant hugged someone else-normally in an elevator, and when the door opens.. OMGOSH CAUGHT! Objections? HAVE YOU WATCHED ANY KOREAN SERIES?)
Example: Grey's Anatomy, that show about basketball guys.. ermm... oh yea.. One Tree Hill.. (chronology- basketball...sex),many others. For the other extreme: Any korean series.
Truth (in asia) - Ok, though i am not exposed in this circle, im sure there are many sexually active people in Malaysia (thx to CLEO, BigBro, SisterSavior, GrandpaKnowledge, Auntie Anne's and whatever other "reliable sources" , for informing me that there are people who have so much.... that they cant sit..) HOWEVER, how many are all gathered together in a highly professional place such as a hospital? (and are hot) And how come they're so cool in the tv show? Its not
Myth no.2 - crap.. i forgot.. no.2 was suppose 2 be a good one. i was saving it. ermm ermm.. ok.. ill just punch in a filler.
Myth no.2 = Jojo
Truth - Ok, when she got famous, she was 13- singing about love and even said the songs are written based on her life experience. Hmmm... I heard it on flyfm. it was some interview, american top 40 or something. I changed the channel. Because when i was 13, i think i was still afraid of girls. (OK maybe 12 =p)
Leave:
" I gave up everythign I had, on something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry, no tears will fall from these eyee..eyeeee...eyyes. oooooooohhhh"
Baby its you:
"[Musical Break]
Ooooohhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
Oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.......
[Chorus]
Yeah Yeah Yeaey Yeahey Ye Ye Yeay......[Fades Out]"
u call that a song? if its not for some mega editing and mixing, she'd sound like cassie making "bat" sounds. (dont ask me what the heck the bat was doing..)
I always thought that Jojo had a slightly large forehead. Then suddenly, "I dont wanna be... a murderer" came along.. Now thats... thats an alien for sure. You can land a 747 on her forehead and still have space to park a bus.
Lines like "Umberella...ella ella ella...A A A" and "cause in the dark, you don't see shiny cars" would give you some example of "slow learners mating for many generations"..
Myth no.3 - Multiple goodlooking girls chase after a very mediocre looking average joe kinda guy. There was this manga i read (i read it not knowing what the hell it was ok! it just had a good rating and i dwloaded it!), literally half a dozen girls threw themselves at this ordinary twerp-ish high school guy! From the hottest girl in the school, to the smartest nerd (who is also pretty and have uncanny proportions-like all fictional girl characters), the track star, some cute "idol" <- whatever the heck it means in japan,his friends sister, some random tuition mate. LIKE EVERY GIRL HE ENCOUNTERS! WTH!??! They like him because he is honest, sincere, cute?? i dont remember. What i do remember is thinking how absolutely ridiculous it was.
Example - many Manga (Japanese comics) and jap/korean shows.
Truth - No such thing. Nada. Mei you. Eelek.Mou kam ke si. The only way that would happen if you "paid". And its illegal.
Which leads me to,
Myth no.4 - In the end, the good guy gets the girl and the jerk dies/suffers/turns into an amphibian/goes to jail. Alternatively, the good guy become real good friends with the girl, and the jerk still "gets what he deserves"
Example - nearly all romantic comedies.
Truth - Girl chooses bad guy. Good guy sulks at the corner, curses, and vows to turn bad. Girl gets dumped by bad guy. Cries for 5 months and gains 200 pounds. Now has dropped into the "bad guys do not want you" category. She looks for good guy. He has turned bad- he got another girl. Vicious cycle continues.
See how the choices made by girls will soon doom the world?
Myth no. 5 - Train station. Guy bends down tie shoelace. Gets up and knocks into a girl who was rushing into the train. They're eyes meet. 24 frames per second (fps) becomes 12 fps. (slowmotion) They're surroundings are blurred.A romantic music plays in the background.(one which you will soon be familiar to) Nothing can be seen except each other for a good 2-3 seconds in reality, but about 2 minutes in the show and 20mins of replay throughout the series. Meets up 20 years later.Same way of meeting but girl tying shoelace instead. Guy comes out of train. Knocks. *MUSIC CUES* "Hey arent you the gurl whom i knocked into on the 14th of November 1987 at the King's Cross Train station about 3.47pm +8.00 GMT? Its a sign"
"Yes! its fate! We should marry"
"No shit!"
Example - korean/japanese series.
Truth - Most likely if someone knocks into you, u'd give them a "death glare" and resume your business.
Too tired. its like 2.15am. =p wrap up next time. As u can see i dont watch much tv. I just like to bash things/people. In a friendly kinda way.. Superfwens! bye. *zzzz*
Friday, 9 November 2007
this is WAR
its 2.05am.. If you must know, i am someone who does not like to lose.. However i do take losing gracefully.. some questions come to mind as to why nirmal is updating her blog like some crazy person... is it to make me look bad? so i am the "loser"? In these kind of situations, its best to just say "over my dead body".
was a great time in dme's house of food and companions..esp Shereen Asha..it has been like what?almost FIVE months since i seen her?*sob sob* SHEREEN ASHA...
what? uve read that before? arghh..fine fine.. Today i invaded dimi's house, with her permission of course. I woke up at 8.45, fetch my dad somewhere and then pump petrol, went home n slept. when i woke up, it was 12.45pm. I didnt know i could sleep till that late.. So i was late and couldnt pick some inorganic creature from her dwelling place. I thought of the line in a gay song sung by a gay band "what would i do if lightning strikes me?"(with emotion).....
"u freakin burn and die _! (and somehow, in my thoughts,i added a profanity after the die... i think my colleagues are bad influence.) with charred carcass even.. " (i dont like profanities btw!i hardly use them! )
Shereen: "its a metaphor (idiot) !" T-T
I bathed and drove to dimi's place like Michael Schumacher. Yes i wore the jumpsuit and helme....*slaps reader...mainly the inorganic one* When i was driving, it somehow crossed my mind "how do they design those racing simulator games? do they create the terrain and program in the camera's? do they....etc"
It felt weird driving near my workplace but without the jam...
Dimi told me her "casa" was purple and white.... but it was actually light teal and purpeblue.. or blue-leaning-towards-purple.
After parking, i ran around her basement parking of the apartment like Tom Cruise in Mission Impossible 4 trying to look for the ticking time bomb to diffuse it:- minus the looks,minus the smile, minus the intensity,minus the money, minus the younger,taller,equally rich and pretty wife,minus the fans,.......
Reach, ate, hang, read CLEO (what!? it was on the table ok! I DONT HAVE A SISTER!), i wanted to puke.. that was how full i was. My stomach was in limbo. It felt inbetween barfing and sh*ting.. it was confused.. a few more kuihs didnt help much either..
Must be the 5 days of Indian food back2 back.. Every lunch since sunday! curry curry curry kurma dalh curry kurma dalh.. rawharhaskjsad my stomach is rebelling!
Had fun chatting and just chilling out but i wasnt really myself. i was really really MEGA phased out! I couldnt focus on anything! Sorry dimi. U pushed :p Shereen looked bored.. awwww...
and dimi's mom made awesome drinks! and food! (in that order)
Even until dinner, i had no appetite..
Met my friends at Asia Cafe. Belive it or not, went Cybercafe~ Played DOTA (defense of the ancients) and won 2 games. Havent played it since like.. AS.. or longer? deleted it from my computer even.dinner at AC.
On the way home, though about how she said her Physics paper sucked. Called her. Didnt wanna talk to me much.. sounded really sad..(and of coz i feel sad also laa...) dun wanna see me also... "i dont want to see people with good results" =( raghhh...
(ok apparently the 1st question was "what is radians?" followed by "why is the angle of a circle, in radians, 2π? weird eh?)
Went home.. felt uneasy.. decided to force a house visitation :p but of coz must bring something.. since it was her mom's birthday today.. ended up didnt get anything for her mom (contemplated for 15mins) bought her some fruits. lol.. its healthy and she likes it. then, i wrote her an early christmas card with additional authentic graphics, all while driving!!!! I put the card on my steering wheel and wrote while driving very carefully. Needless to say the writing was hideous.
(*those who have been in my car will know that i have a stack of xmas cards. YES 1 OF THOSE)
Visited till quite long. Talked allot.. about serious matters.. I was rather surprised it went quite "smoothly".. sighh.. still, its sad.. =(
Wow u see what blogging does? they make you reveal all this shit that normally you dont reveal to other people. Luckily i am certain that the people who read my blogs are only my superfwens and buddies. The rest of the readers (if there are any),I , with my deepest regrets, can only show you this... t(-.-t)
now it doesnt take a genius to figure out what that is.. but i was highly amused when i 1st saw it.
UP URS! (but not mine tho...)
*check in superfwens for the only inorganic thing*
was a great time in dme's house of food and companions..esp Shereen Asha..it has been like what?almost FIVE months since i seen her?*sob sob* SHEREEN ASHA...
what? uve read that before? arghh..fine fine.. Today i invaded dimi's house, with her permission of course. I woke up at 8.45, fetch my dad somewhere and then pump petrol, went home n slept. when i woke up, it was 12.45pm. I didnt know i could sleep till that late.. So i was late and couldnt pick some inorganic creature from her dwelling place. I thought of the line in a gay song sung by a gay band "what would i do if lightning strikes me?"(with emotion).....
"u freakin burn and die _! (and somehow, in my thoughts,i added a profanity after the die... i think my colleagues are bad influence.) with charred carcass even.. " (i dont like profanities btw!i hardly use them! )
Shereen: "its a metaphor (idiot) !" T-T
I bathed and drove to dimi's place like Michael Schumacher. Yes i wore the jumpsuit and helme....*slaps reader...mainly the inorganic one* When i was driving, it somehow crossed my mind "how do they design those racing simulator games? do they create the terrain and program in the camera's? do they....etc"
It felt weird driving near my workplace but without the jam...
Dimi told me her "casa" was purple and white.... but it was actually light teal and purpeblue.. or blue-leaning-towards-purple.
After parking, i ran around her basement parking of the apartment like Tom Cruise in Mission Impossible 4 trying to look for the ticking time bomb to diffuse it:- minus the looks,minus the smile, minus the intensity,minus the money, minus the younger,taller,equally rich and pretty wife,minus the fans,.......
Reach, ate, hang, read CLEO (what!? it was on the table ok! I DONT HAVE A SISTER!), i wanted to puke.. that was how full i was. My stomach was in limbo. It felt inbetween barfing and sh*ting.. it was confused.. a few more kuihs didnt help much either..
Must be the 5 days of Indian food back2 back.. Every lunch since sunday! curry curry curry kurma dalh curry kurma dalh.. rawharhaskjsad my stomach is rebelling!
Had fun chatting and just chilling out but i wasnt really myself. i was really really MEGA phased out! I couldnt focus on anything! Sorry dimi. U pushed :p Shereen looked bored.. awwww...
and dimi's mom made awesome drinks! and food! (in that order)
Even until dinner, i had no appetite..
Met my friends at Asia Cafe. Belive it or not, went Cybercafe~ Played DOTA (defense of the ancients) and won 2 games. Havent played it since like.. AS.. or longer? deleted it from my computer even.dinner at AC.
On the way home, though about how she said her Physics paper sucked. Called her. Didnt wanna talk to me much.. sounded really sad..(and of coz i feel sad also laa...) dun wanna see me also... "i dont want to see people with good results" =( raghhh...
(ok apparently the 1st question was "what is radians?" followed by "why is the angle of a circle, in radians, 2π? weird eh?)
Went home.. felt uneasy.. decided to force a house visitation :p but of coz must bring something.. since it was her mom's birthday today.. ended up didnt get anything for her mom (contemplated for 15mins) bought her some fruits. lol.. its healthy and she likes it. then, i wrote her an early christmas card with additional authentic graphics, all while driving!!!! I put the card on my steering wheel and wrote while driving very carefully. Needless to say the writing was hideous.
(*those who have been in my car will know that i have a stack of xmas cards. YES 1 OF THOSE)
Visited till quite long. Talked allot.. about serious matters.. I was rather surprised it went quite "smoothly".. sighh.. still, its sad.. =(
Wow u see what blogging does? they make you reveal all this shit that normally you dont reveal to other people. Luckily i am certain that the people who read my blogs are only my superfwens and buddies. The rest of the readers (if there are any),I , with my deepest regrets, can only show you this... t(-.-t)
now it doesnt take a genius to figure out what that is.. but i was highly amused when i 1st saw it.
UP URS! (but not mine tho...)
*check in superfwens for the only inorganic thing*
Wednesday, 7 November 2007
Choose your own then!
It seems that some of my superfwens does not like their names in the link. (except cassie) feel free do suggest what name you would like.. its only people amongst us who will be looking at it anyway.. haha..
charity pirate - after much consideration.. i think i might change it..
Anyway, today i am officially a free man.. i came home after work and fell asleep.. zzzzz.. and i ate same food as yesterdays dinner... my maid's getting lazy.. fried fish and vege again.. same fish and same type of frying! arghhhh... but still ate nonetheless..
crap have to walk oscar. will edit this post later...
charity pirate - after much consideration.. i think i might change it..
Anyway, today i am officially a free man.. i came home after work and fell asleep.. zzzzz.. and i ate same food as yesterdays dinner... my maid's getting lazy.. fried fish and vege again.. same fish and same type of frying! arghhhh... but still ate nonetheless..
crap have to walk oscar. will edit this post later...
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