just some thoughts.

should i pay allot more to live in a smaller room? from a 11.5 by 12 feet to a 10 by 10?
it seems this is being avoided.
Is the thinking of not wanting the small room due to my selfishness?

What will be the loving thing to do?
and yet... not the stupid thing to do?
or are they both the same thing?
How does "understanding the times we live in" affect this? how can God be glorified in all this?

disturbed


what made me agree to move in the first place? sigh.

grain-waves-mustard-seed-mayo-tuna sandwich.. urgh. whatever fills the tummy.

2 days till the weigh-in, 3 days till the match.
Cant wait to kick arse.