In everything..

...praise the Lord.
"He gives and takes away."

I had a week of holidays, most of which was spend away from home. Over booked my holidays. sigh.. Dont get me wrong.. it was really fun.. but i wouldve liked some rest and maybe done some work.
I posted some of my photos up on facebook, if u havent already seen them, link is below.

http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=42622&id=651347868

Thats only my Newcastle Roadtrip. My camera is dead, thanks to the sand during sand surfing near Anna Bay =(.. so no more pictures from now on. Luckily its still under warranty.

Im not really in the mood for blogging. Lately ive been put into so many odd and strange situations, some pleasant, some not. From navigating with lightning during a storm to feeling extremely awkward around certain people, to talking about God with an old friend and finally to the little predicament im currently in now. It makes my stomach churn. 1st i thought it was the lack of sleep, or too much of it. THen i thought it was the food, or lack of it. But i realise the power the mind has over the body.. haha.. but i didnt know that just thinking of what might be can make me feel nauseated. "Curiosity killed the cat"- i see it with new light.. Its quite amazing actually. Not the thought, nor the predicament that im in, but the phenomenon.

Like how placebo works to a certain extent, this uncertainty is doink its work on my body.
sigh... Incase u readers think its something interesting that im refusing to mention, its not. All i can do is pray.. in the words of people wiser than me, "its too late to apologize" (One Republic).
lol

I need time to step back n reflect. I seem to have lost my "direction" in some things. Not my core direction of course, but still.. im beginning to forget... Now im also in a place between being very excited about the future of medicine, and also abit bored of the routine of medical life.
thought in my head : why am i studying?

I thought these kind of rather immature thoughts would not lurk into my mind but it did. And i know why it did either.

Regardless, I simply live for You.

at least i try.


btw despite the rather confused and solem post, i totally enjoyed my holiday. camping, sand surfing, herding sheep, meeting new people, not bathing for 4 days, drinking collected rain water, just hanging with good company. All in all, Thank God i had such a great holiday. =)

sorry if this post is duller than usual. I am just not in such a chirpy mood.