should i pay allot more to live in a smaller room? from a 11.5 by 12 feet to a 10 by 10?
it seems this is being avoided.
Is the thinking of not wanting the small room due to my selfishness?
What will be the loving thing to do?
and yet... not the stupid thing to do?
or are they both the same thing?
How does "understanding the times we live in" affect this? how can God be glorified in all this?
disturbed
what made me agree to move in the first place? sigh.
Saturday, 29 May 2010
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
a quicky
I havent been blogging for awhile. I need a break...
Overarching everything in my life for the past 2 months is the lingering thought of EOP (End Of Phase) exam. Its an exam where they test everything ive learnt since i got here, 2.5 years of stuff. How can they possibly test so many things in ONE exam? well they cant, but u will have to study it all anyway, if u want to survive that is. Its my first barrier exam (somewhat). Its been quite the experience, bouts of immense stress, then getting over that and start to not bother n be lazy, then feeling stressed about being lazy. The cycle repeats. I hope I pass.. Ive never studied this early for an exam before... then again i didnt start THAT early (though i did try starting in feb, failing miserably).
And it will only get worse. I envy art students.. too bad i dont have such talents and have to resort to stereotypical course of medicine. I think im beginning to enjoy it slightly more now.. Hopefully Phase 2 wont be filled with so much crap.
Lesson learnt: i think ill begin studying harder from now on.
I think sometimes i get unnecessarily annoyed at people. And its usually due to my presuppositions of them. i wonder if its because im judging others? my selfishness doesnt help either..
Need to stop those then..
I attended Church camp over the Easter break. Theme of the camp was "kNOw suffering, kNOw glory", which pretty much spells out what it was mainly about. Bible studies were on Romans 8. Initially i was hesitant about going, since exams was coming up. 4 days of pure non-studying was prodding at my guilty conscience. But i ended up going, and didnt regret it at all!! It was a great time of fellowship, learning more about the word and just having time away from everything to just reflect on God's word and life, something i wish i had more time to do. Got to meet a couple of new people, learnt abit more about depression, played some basketball and some balderdash. i won 1 round :D
I had wanted to write a post about camp, but.... some other time maybe.
a closing sentence does no justice to the awesomeness of the 4 days away.
Basis of attraction: What are they?
Overarching everything in my life for the past 2 months is the lingering thought of EOP (End Of Phase) exam. Its an exam where they test everything ive learnt since i got here, 2.5 years of stuff. How can they possibly test so many things in ONE exam? well they cant, but u will have to study it all anyway, if u want to survive that is. Its my first barrier exam (somewhat). Its been quite the experience, bouts of immense stress, then getting over that and start to not bother n be lazy, then feeling stressed about being lazy. The cycle repeats. I hope I pass.. Ive never studied this early for an exam before... then again i didnt start THAT early (though i did try starting in feb, failing miserably).
And it will only get worse. I envy art students.. too bad i dont have such talents and have to resort to stereotypical course of medicine. I think im beginning to enjoy it slightly more now.. Hopefully Phase 2 wont be filled with so much crap.
Lesson learnt: i think ill begin studying harder from now on.
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I think sometimes i get unnecessarily annoyed at people. And its usually due to my presuppositions of them. i wonder if its because im judging others? my selfishness doesnt help either..
Need to stop those then..
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I attended Church camp over the Easter break. Theme of the camp was "kNOw suffering, kNOw glory", which pretty much spells out what it was mainly about. Bible studies were on Romans 8. Initially i was hesitant about going, since exams was coming up. 4 days of pure non-studying was prodding at my guilty conscience. But i ended up going, and didnt regret it at all!! It was a great time of fellowship, learning more about the word and just having time away from everything to just reflect on God's word and life, something i wish i had more time to do. Got to meet a couple of new people, learnt abit more about depression, played some basketball and some balderdash. i won 1 round :D
I had wanted to write a post about camp, but.... some other time maybe.
a closing sentence does no justice to the awesomeness of the 4 days away.
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I was in the library n noticed a guy and a girl getting a seat together (im assuming they are a couple). The girl whipped out "Clinical Visual Optics" and some notes, started studying, very focused... for more than an hour. The guy read "Unibar specials" catalogue for bout 15 minutes and passed out on the table for the remaining 1h. Both are good looking.Basis of attraction: What are they?
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Ive blocked Facebook and deleted MSN a week ago so i can study better. But it seems ive found other ways of procrastination. *points at this*
On a side note, my bro got into Cannes!! Holy crapp thats awesome!! im so happy for him. i was there as he planned this movie!
Now if only he came to know the Lord, my joy would infinitely surpass this.
On a side note, my bro got into Cannes!! Holy crapp thats awesome!! im so happy for him. i was there as he planned this movie!
Now if only he came to know the Lord, my joy would infinitely surpass this.
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NBA playoffs started. Boston's not gonna win :\
im gonna play basketball every week after this stupid exam
have i mentioned im really stressed over EOP?
ill be back.
im gonna play basketball every week after this stupid exam
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have i mentioned im really stressed over EOP?
ill be back.
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Saturday, 27 February 2010
returning to sydney - 2010
about leaving, i didnt get to say goodbye to most people, and i didnt get to see many others whom i wanted to. pretty silent leaving i would say.
Strange. With every subsequent year, I miss home & family more...it should be the opposite. in fact i barely missed home the 1st year. Maybe its because im not looking forward to the heaps of studying ahead. among other things. Oscar's moving out. Prob to my bro's new place. Tai kor's possibly changing jobs and migrating again. Mom's getting a new car.
i dont know why i have this perpetual uneasy feeling....
2010. another year.
cant believe holiday's over so quickily.
Strange. With every subsequent year, I miss home & family more...it should be the opposite. in fact i barely missed home the 1st year. Maybe its because im not looking forward to the heaps of studying ahead. among other things. Oscar's moving out. Prob to my bro's new place. Tai kor's possibly changing jobs and migrating again. Mom's getting a new car.
i dont know why i have this perpetual uneasy feeling....
2010. another year.
cant believe holiday's over so quickily.
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
i hope i survive this month:
Dec
9-12 Colmar, Bukit Tinggi - with parents
13-17 KK, Sabah - diving
18 Xmas practice
19 Xmas event
20-22 Youth camp
Disappearing act begins.
i did not imagine my dec to be like this, but im glad i didnt blow the 1st 9 days i was back, regardless of how full on it was.
i wish i had met up with more people more times :\
Dec
9-12 Colmar, Bukit Tinggi - with parents
13-17 KK, Sabah - diving
18 Xmas practice
19 Xmas event
20-22 Youth camp
Disappearing act begins.
i did not imagine my dec to be like this, but im glad i didnt blow the 1st 9 days i was back, regardless of how full on it was.
i wish i had met up with more people more times :\
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
time directs?
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
quite an old song...
coming home 28th Nov! SEE Y'ALL SOON
ps- n im sad i didnt get my JMayer tickets.. sold out within 4 minutes.. if only i knew earlier.. sigh..
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
quite an old song...
coming home 28th Nov! SEE Y'ALL SOON
ps- n im sad i didnt get my JMayer tickets.. sold out within 4 minutes.. if only i knew earlier.. sigh..
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